Today I had to go to the hospital pharmacy to collect medicine for Kelvin. As I got out of the lift the first sign I saw said mortuary. Then it hit me that that's where you would have been, before you were taken to Edinburgh. When things hit me like that it's like being hit with a physical force and it makes my legs weak and my heart race. I went to a psychic medium night a short while ago because I have so many unanswered questions but i wasn't ready to hear anything yet. I will go back and hopefully next time I will be ready to hear what you need to tell me and you will be ready to share. With all my love, Mum x x x